Friday, June 1, 2012



For a quiet peaceful day so far.

For a cooler day.

For being calm in the face of possible adversity.

For an inner peace.

For Art.


I went to bed last night in a very down mood. Tears streaming down my face. Just knowing I has to get up and deal with hyper-active dad-in-law was almost to much. The dr upped hia dosage of seraquel to 50mg 2x a day. He also stated Jimmy is acting at about 6-8 months old in what he does. I guess it just all got to me and I was so sure the higher dosage of medicine would not work. I was just ready to quit. I basically did not know how I would face today. I told God this too.

Today Jimmy is better manageable. I am just relieved. I guess the next few days will tell for sure. I am so relieved. I really did not think I could get through another day of the extreme hyper active super daddy.